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Though it’s been a few years, the recollection of the day before the prelims still brings a rush of anxiety and nervous excitement that feels all too fresh.
Before that prelims, I had missed the cutoff for two consecutive marks by a margin of 0.5 marks - a minuscule margin that felt like a vast, unbridgeable gap. The pain of coming so close but falling short wasn't easy to bear.
I put on a brave face, pretending to be confident, but deep inside, I was terrified. Despite all my over preparation for the exam, the thought of falling short again was always at the back of my mind. I remember the sleepless nights, the gnawing anxiety, the constant battle between hope and dread.
Tomorrow is the day of Prelims.
I know many of you are in this exact place now, feeling the same fear, the same pressure, the same relentless self-doubt.
You're not alone in this struggle—every aspirant feels these emotions. Many will counsel you to stay calm and savor the moment, yet believe me, that is easier said than done. When you’ve poured your heart and soul into your preparation, it's only natural to feel nervous, anxious, and even a bit paranoid.
The secret lies not in silencing your fears, but in harnessing them. Let them fuel your spirit, ignite the fire within you. Trust in the countless hours you’ve devoted, the sweat and sacrifices you’ve made.
I tried following the same and finally, when the result came I managed to clear prelims by a huge margin!
Remember, while attempting the paper feel the fear but cherish the excitement that comes with each new question. Who knows, it might be your last prelims!
Best of luck everyone!
